Thursday, April 28, 2011

Song of the Week: Bratja (Brothers)

I am posting my Song of the Week one day early because I am off to a sleepover at my sister’s home because yes, we are going to watch the Royal Wedding together along with our young princess loving girls.  We are not big Royal watchers or anything, but we did watch Princess Diana wed Prince Charles thus our interest in this wedding.




The past several weeks I have found myself obsessively viewing the anime, Fullmetal Alchemist.  I love the show, and I love the music.


Brothers
is one of the songs from Fullmetal Alchemist that I have been listening to on YouTube.  I wish this song was available as an MP3 or even readily available on a FMA soundtrack. I have only been able to find one FMA album with this song, but it is an import.




Bratja (Brothers) was originally sung in Russian, and beautiful it is. This song speaks fully to the relationship between Edward and Alfonse. It speaks to Ed’s guilt over the path they took. A beautiful yet sad song.




Brothers has also been sung by Vic Mignogna who is the actor that portrays Edward.  If you are fan of FMA then you will probably know how fantastic it is to hear Vic actually sing this song. If you are unfamiliar with FMA, just know, I think hearing the lead actor sing this song only makes the song all that more meaniful.




Which version do you like best?  My answer; I love both, but probably the English version wins out by just a few more hits.

 




Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Wheel of Time Buddy Review: Lord of Chaos

Lord of Chaos


Lord of Chaos
The Wheel of Time series, book six
by Robert Jordan
Copyright: 1994
Publisher: TOR Books
Format: Mass Market Paperback
Pages: 963
Format: Audiobook
Length: 41 hrs and 37 mins
Source: Own both
Read for my
Books-in-a-series Completion Challenge, and buddy read with Suey and Chersti … thanks guys for reading these books with me!!




I have a Wheel of Time reading buddy which happened rather accidentally as I stumbled across her blog last summer. Finally, with Lord of Chaos, we made our read along “official” as we chatted about this story throughout the read.  It proved to be very motivating, and interesting. 


As with each series, each subsequent book in a series becomes a bit more difficult to talk about without giving away spoilers for not only said book, but also for the preceding ones. To help give a twist to my “review”, I will give you a brief summation of my thoughts, and then I will share a conversation of random thoughts between Suey and I.  My random thoughts will be here with Suey’s responses. 


It was great fun jabbering with Suey and Chersti about Lord of Chaos. It was great fun digging into what we liked, disliked about this book.  Reading this book and doing a buddy review with Suey was a treat so be sure to visit Suey’s  blog, It’s All About Books, for her random thoughts and my responses.   Her post, Wheel of Time Buddy Reivew: Lord of Chaos by Robert Jordan, brings up some interesting thoughts.


If you have read these books, are in the midst of reading them, or even if you have not read one of these books but something gained your attention then please let us know what you think.  We do love to chat.




First Sentence:
The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend.




My Thoughts:  When all is said and done; I can proclaim, “I liked this book very much!”  and for that proclamation, I am glad.  Lord of Chaos is certainly that; full of chaos, and that chaos is being Lorded over by several with the ultimate chaos dished out by by one of my favorite characters.  After the initial chaos of the story itself - trying to figure out and remember who is who and what is going on - I was thankful to find myself settle into an organized chaos of devious minds, strategic minds, players moving into positions, and then plenty of action, mishap, and courage. Yet, while I sit here writing my thoughts, I cannot help but think that I have come back to the chaos of the “what is going on” mode as I try to figure out the ending, and epilogue. Yes, the ending has left my mind in a chaos of pondering, questions, and intrigue. This is all good, because ultimately I am left with the sense of anticipation. I want to know where Jordan is taking us; what will happen to the characters and the world. Where are we headed? I do believe a twist and turn has been taken that may prove to be the undoing of at least one specific character. I fear things may start to unravel for the whole gang.




Random Thoughts:


Deanna -  As I already said, I liked this book very much. I am glad for that much more than you probably realize because for the first 10 chapters, I was seriously wondering if I would like this book. Can a book move more slowly, and chaotic? Probably so, but my gosh, I struggled with those chapters. I kept turning the pages thanks to peer pressure of a buddy read, but also because I was told by another blogger that a big turning point of the series occurs at the end. That alone left me curious enough to plow through the sludge. Once I arrived, and read chapter 24; the book picked up significant speed - I was finally hooked in.  But folks, seriously, while I really liked this book, I could do without at least half of it. I did not feel the story really started to move, and utterly draw me in until page 500!!  Even though the mass market paperback is 987 pages of story, it is utterly ridiculous that it took to page 500 to become hooked in.  I think that much of what was written could have been left out without sacrificing the story; characters and world. I cannot help but wonder; Why in the world is this series so gosh darn long?  A big sigh from me. 


Even though this book had pacing issues for me, I do indeed love this series.  Why, I ask myself?  The answer; while Jordan is far too descriptive and long-winded at times, he has done an excellent job in creating the world, and characters. They are embedded into my mind, and I love the way the story feels to me. Don’t ask me to describe how it feels, because truly, I cannot. It has its own distinct flavor, grit, and smoothness; its own feeling.



Suey- I completely agree! I was going to say the very same thing, that not until page 500 was I turning the pages faster and feeling more involved in the story. That really is crazy. And you know, we must be committed to not give up during this first 500. But I do feel like we have to stick with it to find out what happens to everyone. I don’t know why this first 500 pages was necessary. There were so many new characters, and I couldn't  keep straight who was Aiel and who was Aes Sedai, and who was... someone else! And to make me crazier, I wondered if any of those characters would be important down the road, or if they were just filler, know what I mean? And why even try to remember them if they didn’t come to figure further in the story. I’m with in the fact that I don’t get why it has to be so long... there is a lot of description that’s for sure. Most of it I enjoy just fine too. But I was thinking a lot... when will something happen? Well, finally it did, and in a big way. Wow.


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Deanna - As Suey knows, and you too if you have read my past thoughts on this series; the women frustrate me to no end.  I do not recall reading a book or series where the women have grated on my nerves.  However, I must say, I really was not frustrated with the women at all in this story. Whoa! Mind blowing that is to me. Well, I was annoyed a few times, and thought that Min was a bit forward, more so than I would have had imagined. Still, frustrated? Nope. I hope this is a good sign, and that the series will continue to allow these women to grow, and not bicker over ridiculous stuff.  Do I like all the women? Hell no.  There are some seriously messed up women within these pages.  The biggest messed up group of women would be the Aes Sedai themselves. Yep. I do believe that I am not a fan of their order as a whole.  Way back with The Eye of the World and The Great Hunt, I was bemoaning how I disliked Moiraine, and her attitude of superiority, etc. While telling my frustrations with Moiraine to the same blogger that I mentioned above, he told me that something to the effect that Moiraine is one of the good Aes Sedai. At that time, I gathered that I would appreciate her way of doing things far more than I was.  Well, he is right. She is one of the good ones, and I do appreciate her far more than I ever thought I would. I miss her presence, influence, and advice (even the little that she did give).  I have to tell you, without Moiraine, I do believe that the Aes Sedai are wicked woman. Not wicked in the since of the forsaken, but in their superiority feeling.  They steamroll over people without care. It is their way or no way.  They think they are to be bowed down to, and if  you oppose then you shall be squashed. Yeah, I am not liking the Aes Sedai at the moment.  Now, there are a few gems within the group, but overall, their society is infected with pride and a sense of superiority. 



Suey- My guess is, this feeling of disgust and annoyance at the Aes Sedai is how we are supposed to be feeling at this point. I guess it remains to be seen if/when that changes at all. I was confused during much of this book as to whether or not I was supposed to be rooting for one faction or the other. When the book started, I thought that those that ran off from the White Tower and Elaida were the “good” ones.... and I know that Elaida is a “bad” one... but.... now I’m feeling like the split off group is also not to be trusted. I feel like Rand... “NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! Never trust them again!” Way to go Rand, and I really hope he doesn’t get turned from that thought anytime soon.


Speaking of Min... I was so happy, so very happy, with their reunion scene! I loved it! I would have been so disappointed if they would have just stood there. But then, as you said, Min was a bit strange after that. What is she trying to prove anyway? Just confuse Rand like mad I guess? Enough with the teasing kisses, I want a REAL kiss! :)


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Deanna - One last final random thought. This thought is not meant to debate Christianity, but to simply point out what popped out at me from my perspective and knowledge in life.  I could not help but feel, towards the end of this book, that Aes Sedai actions felt a bit like the Pharisees of the Bible who condemned Jesus.  The Pharisees are separatists, as are the Aes Sedai.  The Pharisees were full of self-righteousness with many rules and not much compassion, as are the Aes Sedai.  The Pharisees are also ” known as chasidim which means loyal to God” **.    The Aes Sedai are loyal to the Light which in my mind is God (or a god of sorts).  The Pharisees hated and were fearful of Jesus; the Messiah that was prophesied in the Old Testament.  The Aes Sedai hate and are fearful of the Dragon Reborn; the prophesied savior of the world.  The Pharisees condemned Jesus and brought about his death. The Aes Sedai condemn The Dragon Reborn, and would like to bring about his death and gentling at the very least.  The big one; The Pharisees did the middle-man work of evil without “working for” evil. The Aes Sedai tried, or will be doing the middle-man work for the Forsaken without being Forsaken (at least not all of them are tied to the Dark One)  Throughout this whole series, I have made religious connections; whether they are correct or not in the mind of Jordan is not the point. The point is that for me, I have seen religion embedded and sprinkled throughout this whole story. However, until this book, I have not seen a connection as strongly as I have seen with the Aes Sedai.  I may be the only who sees this connection, and how the Aes Sedai come off. 



Suey- Interesting observations! Yeah, I felt the religious undertones, but I didn’t actually stop to think long enough to make this strong connection, but it totally makes sense. I think that nearly all epic fantasy has a strong religious feeling whether the author intended it or not. It would be interesting to see if Brandon Sanderson has enough knowledge about what Robert Jordan’s intentions were to be able to confirm this. But, like you said, that doesn’t really matter, because if you see it, you see it!


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Bottom Line:  This book was worth the read; many things occur that changes the dynamics of the characters, and ultimately the world (I think).  I really liked this story, but not my favorite in the series. I am glad to know that the next book is not as long as this one. Whew!



Side Notes:  Remember to check out more of our thoughts over at Suey’s blog It’s All About Books  with her post, Wheel of Time Buddy Review:  Lord of Chaos by Robert Jordan.


~~Suey and I could have gone back and forth with our thoughts. We resisted in order to keep our posts from running on in length. 


~~The prologue was incredibly long, but important. Thanks Suey for pointing out the importance otherwise I would have skipped it as I usually do with this series. (ducking the tomatoes).


~~The First sentence was quoted from the first chapter instead of the Prologue, and yet again, it is the same first sentence as with the previous books. This time, while re-reading that sentence along with the paragraph, I can really see how it foreshadows the ending of this book.  With other books, I did not see a direct foreshadowing for that said story as I did with this one. I find that rather cool. Any others see the foreshadowing of the ending within first paragraph - chapter one?


~~The audiobook: I have complained in the past that I did not care for the voice inflections, and character portrayals done by the narrators. I must say, I now cannot think of reading any WoT books without also hearing the audio.  Maybe it was this particular book, but the issues that I had with the narrators were not so evident this time around. This is a good thing.  The audiobooks have become such apart of my WoT experience that I could not do without them.
Well, I guess I could do without if I must. 


** Daily Bible Study:  Who were the Pharisees?  
 




Monday, April 25, 2011

Hello! Hello!

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Hello, Hello! How are you? 



I have just finished my month long fast from all things blogging, and an experience it was; refreshing.  I love blogging; recording my thoughts, sharing my thoughts, connections made, friendships gained. I must admit though, I am questioning myself.  How in the world did I find time to blog? This past month was jammed pack with life.


I did miss creating a record of my thoughts; my original intention when I first started blogging in 2007.  Currently, I have a long list of post ideas, and hope to get to each of them.  These posts are varied; book thoughts, music of interest, special needs, and life in general.


Ahh…it is good to be back; blogging seems to be in my blood, but even so, I do plan to keep a better tab on how much time is spent blogging. Beware, there will be weeks of many posts and most likely weeks with very few. My blogging life will wax and wan.



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The point of my blogging fast was to give up something of importance to me in order to reflect on God during the Lent season; bring home to my heart the purpose of Christ’s sacrifice –  redemption for I am nothing without , and through Him.  Did I succeed?  Yes and no.  I did not blog, but did steal a few glances at a few posts; very,very, very few. I became more of a servant (if you will) for my family, and I did reflect upon God.  I did keep aware of the season, however, I did not go into a daily meditation, and  nor did I dig deeply into the Word.  My plans never pan out as I detail them.  I did not do my specific Lent Bible Study, Death and Resurrection,  nor did we watch and discuss The Passion of the Christ. I do believe the older girls would benefit from that viewing, but tough to carve time out when IJ and GD are underfoot.  Still, Lent was far more focused than if I would not have made the conscious decision.  Mostly, I read my Bible daily, and tried to consciously keep God in the forefront of my mind – most especially when times were testing. I have nothing eye opening to reveal. I just know, for a fact, that daily Bible reading has been the number one most effective tool in my life that has made the greatest impact upon my relationship with God; with Christ.



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Family: husband, children, parents, and siblings.
Benji was not in attendance; at school.



Where did the month go? 



~~ I celebrated my 42nd birthday, at work. A busy work day; 15  hours. My family did welcome me home around 10:30 pm to a fantastic stir-fry dinner, and cake that my daughter (Elizabeth, 13 years old) made with Robert’s help.  Cards were made by the children.  The ending to my day was absolutely lovely.


~~ Cycling.  Except for this past week, I have been riding my bike  2 –3 times per week. Now, if only the weather would cooperate a bit better.  My ultimate plan is to be riding by 6:30 am on a regular basis (at least 3 times per week for about an hour), but today 6:30 rolled around and it was very chilly. I do plan to ride this afternoon.   Oh yes, I have a new bike, and I love it! Not only that, I also have new a bike computer and cannot wait to utilize it. And one more cycling note: I have read 2 cycling books; some good information has been gained.


~~ Dietary changes have occurred. I have been a Flexitarian for a fairly long while, but I have now made a choice to be a vegetarian. My 13 year old daughter is a vegetarian; almost two years.  My sister is a vegetarian. I have toyed around with being a vegan, but decided that would be too hard. So yeah, a dietary change has occurred.


~ ~  The children have been busy. Benjamin was home over a long weekend because Randie-Lynn’s grandfather passed away.  A friend of Evie stayed with us for a few days during her spring break.  Elizabeth’s track season started.  Elliana participated in her school’s Fine Arts night with her drawings, and band performance. Elizabeth also had artwork displayed. It was a lovely evening.  Isaiah has made friends with a neighbor; a post is in the making.  Grace has taken greatly to learning the alphabet through spelling words.


~~ Fullmetal Alchemist has become an addiction. I cannot get enough of this anime thanks to Elliana. Seriously, I am addicted.


~~ As a family; we finished our read aloud – Rules by Cynthia Lord.  A good book, and one where we each caught glimpses of our lives with IJ from our varying perspectives. We also completed our nightly scripture reading leading up to Easter.  We took a Journey to the Cross via an interactive 10 self-guided stations of Christ’s journey which was hosted Immanuel Baptist Church.



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~~ Easter day was a beautiful day full of activity and family time. I, for the first time in about 3 or 4 years, had a vacation day for Easter.  We attended church (Immanuel Baptist; Elliana attends this church with Jody, and her family), and then we went straight to my brother’s home for time spent with family. It was a beautiful day; nice weather, sun shining. We hung outside much, and enjoyed a wonderful meal.  My brother, Doane, arrived from Israel. It was great to spend some time with him, and look forward to seeing him a few more times before his return back to his home.


~~ This past month flew by very quickly. Much was done, and much was not. Most on my to-do list lays idle.



So, how are you?

 



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A few photos from the past month: (psst…you can click on the photos for a larger view)



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IJ and I went on a 1 1/2 hour bike ride during his spring break.
It was fun, and cold.



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The husband; love this photo.



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Darcy (sister): about 32+ weeks pregnant



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Nephew – celebrating 2nd birthday



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Easter Day – Church with family, and friends

 



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Easter cake; made by my mom



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Darin’s home: view from a neighbor's pier.



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My siblings and I: Doane, Darin, me, Darcy, and Danny




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